i have


to think of the country that's
discovering grief. i know it's not
what he would have wanted.
but think of those who can't
be as hard of heart –
it isn't that easy.

lost a father too,
right. but it's not about
meaningless sentiment –
be strong, be unmoved,
we must learn
to move on.


Janice Heng hopes someone will someday write a twin cinema about Infernal Affairs. She has yet to visit Hong Kong and is appropriately ashamed of the fact. She lives in Singapore.